Hollywoodpink18

Hehe! So an update since this hasn't been updated forever and I promised myself that I would completely update it! Anyway...Ok...Well...Me and my friend Kayla both got our tongues pierced together...it rocks..what Rebs...hehe! I made Varsity Football Cheerleading! Super duper excited! I have my nose pierced again and I'm getting my first tattoo next weekend! Haha...I'm a stud! I know...Yeah...So I am single AGAin...it sucks ass...I can never find my soul mate...I'm going to give up I swear...but yeah...If your out there reading this...send me an email or something! You know!? Just let me know that I'm not a hopeless romantic! The last couple relationships I've been in have been a complete joke...honest...I think I'm just too outgoing and flirtatious for anyone to handle me! I like to have fun...so don't control me and don't get angry with me and don't be a complete ASSHOLE and NEVER call! But yuppers...Well I have tons of graduations to go to today! Wowzie...It sucks...Well kinda...not really...Anyway...I'm going to go...just thought I would update you on the majors!

 

*Muah

Kylie Carter

Hey everyone! As you know my life lately has been shitty. I was dumped by two guys. One I was totally in love with and will never fully let go. No matter how much I act as if he doesn't still affect my life...he always will. Lately I've been sort of skipping from guy to guy, just as friends you know, not really getting to into it. But lately I found a really cool guy that is totally my type...exactly what I'm looking for. I don't know for sure if he is into me that way but for sure we are friends. I would really like to go out with him, but who knows. I shouldn't rush into it because I always do, and then they don't last. I just have this all over like fuzzy feeling when I think about him and I would do anything to be with him right now hanging out. But yeah, I guess I shouldn't hold my breath, tommorow this will be gone and all a figment of my imagination. I seem to exagerate. Oh I got a new piercing and it rocks! It hurts like hell but yeah, its awesome. Last night I got totally wasted haha, but i really don't remember what happened...this is normal for me, I'm such a lightweight. But Jeremy* was there for me haha, and alongw ith all the other guys! Wow, Life is awesome but I feel empty inside! Like that feeling you get when you know that you might not get what you want and you can't change it. I wish I could just like make someone fall in love with me and want to stay. Maybe I'm too fat. I did eat french fries last night w/o throwing them up. Tonight I think I might just eat without throwing up...I do work at Pizza Slut tonight from 3-7! Wow, I just can't stop thinking about JRS! He is so sexy in like a different way, and I can't wait to see him again! Oh god I'm obsessed! I think I'm just a hopeless romantic! Ok, well I'm going to go, maybe i should try to skateboard, no way, thats totally not me and its not hott when girls conform to what is a hobby of their crushes...that is needy. I'm not needy...Lol, Ok, this whole blog seems a little needy. I'm really feeling like a headache right now and I am still kinda drunk...So pretty much got a hangover!

Love ya'll

Your Tanorexic Cheerleader!

Kylie Carter

 

Hey Everyone, I posted Pictures of my prom dress shopping extravaganza with Erin. I am not probably even going to prom but still I picked out some dresses...Some look good, some look horrible...Some look so damn hott. Lmao...Well My favorite dress is probably the lime green one...Post your comment saying which one you think looks the best...I'm buying a dress no matter what because I need a dress for the pageant and for Pops Concert/Etiquette Dinner. So Hopefully I find out which one actually looks the best! Thanks all!

 

I finally have a prom Date! Dustin Rowley!

 

Love tons,

Kylie Carter

Your Drama Queen

I'm not single anymore, I've upgraded my life! Lol...And Erin owes me some Blinker Fluid! hahaha

No I have not had sex with him people, wow what are u guys thinking? I'm not like that! Plus people need to stop with the player thing, He either is a player or isn't...either way...I'm falling for it!

 

Love ya'llz,

Kylie Carter

All I'm going to say is Wow! Some girls now hate me but thats alright, who knows...Joey Thomas is totally funny & awesome. Not only is he hott but he has a personality. But yeah...Anyway, thats about all today! I need to go tan now! Cya'z

 

Love tons,

Kylie Carter

Ok, hes the Info! No Jessie didn't "Dump" me, he couldn't even say he wanted too, That night, If I wouldn't have told him that I know he doesn't love me as much, we would still be together. Yeah, He totally hurt me and ripped me apart.  Last night he was still saying "I love you". Then last night, I saw him with this other girl, which other people have told me he's been flirting with for a week. Part of me wants to cry, but then part of me is going to laugh, when this girlfriend ends up the EXACT same way. I wanted to be his friend, I wanted to be his best friend, but he lied to me constantly, and he doesn't have any emotional respect for females. His sister is still one of my closest friends and I was hoping that me and Jessie would stlil be friends, but after what he did, he can't expect me to want to be close to him at all. You realize how weak you are and how dependent you are on a relationship when you lose someone that you thought you loved. I think some people are coming over tommorow and we'll have a big ole party lol...Idk, I'm trying to see the best of things, but then i realize that I fell for what he really is a "Player" and he does it, hes good, He is pulling that same shit with her that he did to me the first night we met. Part of me wants to hold on, but then I think...No, I can't let him control my life anymore. He's so insecure. But I just want to let everyone know that If you feel like stopping by or calling, do it, don't even think twice, I need to talk to as many friends as possible!.

 

Love ya'll,

Kylie Carter

Distastrous Soul