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May 20 Tongue Pierced and Single AGAINHehe! So an update since this hasn't been updated forever and I promised myself that I would completely update it! Anyway...Ok...Well...Me and my friend Kayla both got our tongues pierced together...it rocks..what Rebs...hehe! I made Varsity Football Cheerleading! Super duper excited! I have my nose pierced again and I'm getting my first tattoo next weekend! Haha...I'm a stud! I know...Yeah...So I am single AGAin...it sucks ass...I can never find my soul mate...I'm going to give up I swear...but yeah...If your out there reading this...send me an email or something! You know!? Just let me know that I'm not a hopeless romantic! The last couple relationships I've been in have been a complete joke...honest...I think I'm just too outgoing and flirtatious for anyone to handle me! I like to have fun...so don't control me and don't get angry with me and don't be a complete ASSHOLE and NEVER call! But yuppers...Well I have tons of graduations to go to today! Wowzie...It sucks...Well kinda...not really...Anyway...I'm going to go...just thought I would update you on the majors!
*Muah
Kylie Carter February 05 Update: JRS**Hey everyone! As you know my life lately has been shitty. I was dumped by two guys. One I was totally in love with and will never fully let go. No matter how much I act as if he doesn't still affect my life...he always will. Lately I've been sort of skipping from guy to guy, just as friends you know, not really getting to into it. But lately I found a really cool guy that is totally my type...exactly what I'm looking for. I don't know for sure if he is into me that way but for sure we are friends. I would really like to go out with him, but who knows. I shouldn't rush into it because I always do, and then they don't last. I just have this all over like fuzzy feeling when I think about him and I would do anything to be with him right now hanging out. But yeah, I guess I shouldn't hold my breath, tommorow this will be gone and all a figment of my imagination. I seem to exagerate. Oh I got a new piercing and it rocks! It hurts like hell but yeah, its awesome. Last night I got totally wasted haha, but i really don't remember what happened...this is normal for me, I'm such a lightweight. But Jeremy* was there for me haha, and alongw ith all the other guys! Wow, Life is awesome but I feel empty inside! Like that feeling you get when you know that you might not get what you want and you can't change it. I wish I could just like make someone fall in love with me and want to stay. Maybe I'm too fat. I did eat french fries last night w/o throwing them up. Tonight I think I might just eat without throwing up...I do work at Pizza Slut tonight from 3-7! Wow, I just can't stop thinking about JRS! He is so sexy in like a different way, and I can't wait to see him again! Oh god I'm obsessed! I think I'm just a hopeless romantic! Ok, well I'm going to go, maybe i should try to skateboard, no way, thats totally not me and its not hott when girls conform to what is a hobby of their crushes...that is needy. I'm not needy...Lol, Ok, this whole blog seems a little needy. I'm really feeling like a headache right now and I am still kinda drunk...So pretty much got a hangover!
Love ya'll
Your Tanorexic Cheerleader!
Kylie Carter January 29 Hanging out with the **** Out!So Hey Yall! Whats up? Ok, last night was like the first actual fun night I've had since...well September 17th! Clay and Nick came over to Erins and we had so much frieken' fun just sitting there laughing and making fun of people. Then we head over to my house and my dad flips a tit haha...Lets just say it was not fun. Drinkin' some Margarita Mix with some bourbon in it. Quite great! Anyway, I would have to say that it was great and I can't wait for next weekend. So, pretty much my show choir top is missing and I feel really horrible that Jackie Barnes had to give hers up to me...I would have rather just not performed! So now we can add that to the list of shit that always happens to Kylie Carter. Along with my recent gain of 2 pounds since I started eating again. So I need to stop eating all this food! Anyways, I finally figured out that I feel at least a little pretty, no matter how ugly the kids in my school think I am. But hey! So pretty much I'm going to prom twice this year! It rocks! Anyway, just thought I better update on the info.
Love Tons,
Kylie Carter
*Bitch Extraordinaire*
"I'm not a dumb blonde, I guess I'm just dumb"...well lets see, my hair is blonde...???What? So what would that classify me as? January 20 Prom DressHey Everyone, I posted Pictures of my prom dress shopping extravaganza with Erin. I am not probably even going to prom but still I picked out some dresses...Some look good, some look horrible...Some look so damn hott. Lmao...Well My favorite dress is probably the lime green one...Post your comment saying which one you think looks the best...I'm buying a dress no matter what because I need a dress for the pageant and for Pops Concert/Etiquette Dinner. So Hopefully I find out which one actually looks the best! Thanks all!
I finally have a prom Date! Dustin Rowley!
Love tons,
Kylie Carter
Your Drama Queen January 17 Not SingleI'm not single anymore, I've upgraded my life! Lol...And Erin owes me some Blinker Fluid! hahaha
No I have not had sex with him people, wow what are u guys thinking? I'm not like that! Plus people need to stop with the player thing, He either is a player or isn't...either way...I'm falling for it!
Love ya'llz,
Kylie Carter
 January 16 Joey ThomasAll I'm going to say is Wow! Some girls now hate me but thats alright, who knows...Joey Thomas is totally funny & awesome. Not only is he hott but he has a personality. But yeah...Anyway, thats about all today! I need to go tan now! Cya'z
Love tons,
Kylie Carter January 14 SingleOk, hes the Info! No Jessie didn't "Dump" me, he couldn't even say he wanted too, That night, If I wouldn't have told him that I know he doesn't love me as much, we would still be together. Yeah, He totally hurt me and ripped me apart. Last night he was still saying "I love you". Then last night, I saw him with this other girl, which other people have told me he's been flirting with for a week. Part of me wants to cry, but then part of me is going to laugh, when this girlfriend ends up the EXACT same way. I wanted to be his friend, I wanted to be his best friend, but he lied to me constantly, and he doesn't have any emotional respect for females. His sister is still one of my closest friends and I was hoping that me and Jessie would stlil be friends, but after what he did, he can't expect me to want to be close to him at all. You realize how weak you are and how dependent you are on a relationship when you lose someone that you thought you loved. I think some people are coming over tommorow and we'll have a big ole party lol...Idk, I'm trying to see the best of things, but then i realize that I fell for what he really is a "Player" and he does it, hes good, He is pulling that same shit with her that he did to me the first night we met. Part of me wants to hold on, but then I think...No, I can't let him control my life anymore. He's so insecure. But I just want to let everyone know that If you feel like stopping by or calling, do it, don't even think twice, I need to talk to as many friends as possible!.
Love ya'll,
Kylie Carter
Distastrous Soul September 09 Update on My MindHey everyone, sorry If I've been different lately, I haven't felt good, I'm sore all over & I feel like I haven't slept a month. Hopefully I can sleep in a lil bit more this weekend! Yeah, I'm running for Treasurer this year but will probably not get it. Last year I was President of Freshman Class! I really need to go tan. Oh & I think I'll state this in like every blog I write Brandon's Sexy! Lmao, Anyway, Can't wait for the game tonight! Gonna seriously kick some ass. Hopefully I'll get to talk to Brandon tonight, I feel totally loserish lol. Yeah, My first PepRally kicked some serious ass, I'm hoping this one does 2! We might even do Loyalty which sucks cuz im not as good on that one, plus we have to include some of my famous (x) toe touches (not good). I have Show Choir now and I really don't want to go to school. Only 14 Days Till I'm 16 and can go Party Like a Rockstar! Please someone, Suprise me on my birthday! It frieken' sucks, We have a Home game that night and I have to sell Cheerleading Stuff, & the next day I have UB, which I WILL be driving to and then I'm gonna pick up Brooke, Abby & Maggi, Then we will go to E'ville and Pick up Brandon (of course) and maybe Kirk, cuz hes just a pimp lol, and thats about all my car will hold, its a POS! But hey, it works! Ok, I better get going now! Loves to all!
Kylie Carter
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I really am totally confused on a lot of different subjects. The song that describes me this minute is by Evergreen Terrace and on here it's listed as an untitled track, but it talks about everything being the same and thats exactly what I hate. I need something to jump out into my life and completely fuck things up...make life interesting. I need to just be more out there, maybe then I'll have some fun. But right now, I'm stuck in my frieken' comfort zone, worrying about what everyone thinks. Well here it goes, FUCK EVERYONE, I'm sick of living my life for someone else, and caring what they think, you know what, if you don't call me back, fuck you, If my clothes aren't what you'd consider 'in', Fuck you! Finally I'm going to be living for what I want. August 28 6 Things I Would ChangeI've recently been super bored off my ass at home so I've been going through other peoples spaces and it made me realize that I am completely unique and no one else is like me in anyway what so ever. Some peoples interests were the same, but the way the compiled all of their feelings and the way they wrote made me more extended to write this update. I decided that I would make a list of 10 things that I would change completely if I had the power or money to instantly do and I'm going to list the reasons also just for further understanding of where I am coming from...sooo here I go.
1. Become a size 5
Because all the really skinny gorgeous girls get all the great guys. Plus you don't have to worry about stretch marks, cellulite, whether you can actually shop in these stores, etc. Plus the skinnier you are, the more people respect you because you are immediately thought of as an athlete or a complete fitness guru who knows all the latest techniques to burn fat (aka starve yourself).
Reason Not to Do This: Yes I'll admit I'm not a size 5 or even a size 7, I have thick thighs and a big butt. I do have boobs, and my legs are muscular. Yeah, I have a couple stretch marks and maybe even some cellulite, but if guys can't like you for you, then they don't deserve you to begin with, as for skinny girls, many people talk behind their backs making up rumors that they are aneorexic or belimic. I think I'll stick with being curvy.
2. Become a Tom Boy/Skater Girl/Guys best friend Girl
Because they always get to hang out with all the totally kick ass guys. The guys that actually have a sense of humor and are totally unique and awesome. These girls get to hang out with guys a lot, which guys are totally super fun to hang out with, I mean they have a sense of humor even when your completely bored. If your a tom boy guys atomatically take a liking to you because your into "guy" things or if your a skater girl that has a kick ass body and a "guy" personality, you atomatically send off the "You can talk to me about anything and I'll answer it vibe" Plus if your friends are guys, you automatically have someone to hang out with all the time, plus another positive, No bitch fights!
Reason Not to Do This: In the first two cases (Tom Boy/Skater Girl) sometimes you actually dress like a male, therefore making you unatrractive, so no matter how close you get to the opposite sex, nothing "sexual" is going to happen. Plus Baggy Pants that aren't exactly showing your features off, aren't really my thing. The only not good part about this, is that the skater guys or totally awesome (I dont know what you call them) laid back guys, usually ignore you and really don't get to see how awesome you actually are. They judge you like a book.
3. Get a Job
Girls who are independent and don't rely on their parents for everything is cool. You can basically buy whatever you want if you have the money. You take up responsibility and the rents totally dig you for it.
Reason Not to Do This: Its work, I mean come on, What if a sudden party pops up the night you have to work, you have to totally skip the party and go to take orders at a fast food joint? Plus you have to put on a happy face even if your not happy to be there and you'd rather be out with your friends. Work sucks, plus you get ripped off at minimum wage.
4. Get Abdominal Muscles (That Show)
Guys totally dig girls who have abs mainly because its super hott. I mean what girl doesn't wish she had the perfect abs (Like on that X Cal (diet pill) commerical)? Plus then, if you have super nice abs you can show 'em off with those cute shirts and having your navel pierced would be 10 x better. You wouldn't have to stand up to show it off. Plus Swimsuit time? Great guy getter, just lay out in the sun and within ten minutes you'll have guys staring. You can also get super good jumps in Cheerleading and have so much more power to kick someones ass
Reason Not to Do This: You don't wanna be a frieken' muscle girl that is totally ripped and looks like shes got more testosterone then Hulk Hogan. Plus what good are abs if your completely pale 50% of the time anyway?
5. Have the Perfect Hair
Guys love this! The girls who can flip their hair and it just bounces right back into place...You know the ones, in movies its all in slow motion and the girls have completely perfect hair. This hair is blonde of course because its a known fact that guys are 10% more likely to come up and talk to you if your blonde. The hair is naturally straight but can be curled into every style possible. It lays perfect right away when you wake up and you don't even have to mess with it. It looks perfect in a pony tail even when your completely skankin' out.
Reason Not to Do This: You'll have guys all over you, and what if you completely fallin' for someone and you have all these guys all over you? I'd be jealous if I were a guy. Plus, who wants to be completely perfect without a little work?
6. Sing like an Angel (Not that I already Don't (J/k))
The voice that always gets the solos and wins the pageants. The one voice that can sing any song on the radio and actually make it sound better then the actually artist who performs it. The voice that can go on American Idol and Simon actually says "Omg, I think we'll sign you right here!" The voice that can do any type of music imaginable and still sound kick ass.
Reason Not to Do This: There is no reason for this one, unless you really hate music!
I'll add more later when I can think a little harder!
Lots Of Love,
Kylie Carter August 27 Putting it All Out There!Ok, I'm totally falling for Sam even more. Even tho there are ALOT of awkward silences. I still really wanna get to know him more. Hopefully We'll hang out! I don't think he likes me much but thats just a feelin' you never know. Whenever we talk on msn, he takes forever to respond to me, I think he gets really busy with talking to tons of other people, but idk, maybe its cuz hes bored with me cuz I'm like retarded.
I Love Cheerleading, It's so me and I just adore it. I had a lot of fun at the Scrimage on Friday and it was completely awesome! I really need to work on my stradle sits and lift a lot more! I've decided I want to be a great asset to the team and am willing to work really hard to achieve that goal. Remember: A Squad is only as Strong as its Weakest Cheerleader. My goals for JV are to...
1. Be able to Basket Toss Amy
2. Get an Arabesque Down
3. Get great Extensions (Straight up)
4. Master all the Cheers & Chants
I'm going to try to get my body into super good shape and to do that I need to learn some control over my bad habits, which includes eating whatever, whenever I want. I also need to improve my flexibility and inner core. To minimize fat and build muscles I have to strength train & cardio a lot, along with intaking less then I'm putting out. Which basically means, less carbs & fat, more protein. I used to be super skinny, up until 8th grade when my great depressive tragedy happened, along with the fact that my dog died. I took my comfort in food and I usually eat when I'm bored because there is actually nothing to do in Emmetsburg. I've decided for Cardio, instead of running because I dispise it, I'm going to dance, because I love dancing (it's another one of my great passions in life).
Everyone that reads this, really make sure to encourage me to stick with it, because I usually bail out within 2 weeks - 1 month. I need support! Thanks All
Love
Kylie Carter August 21 Songs that Describe MeBaby Got Back Sir Mix Alot Because I got Back
Dirrty Christina Aguilera Because It's not always a bad thing to be dirrty
Shook Me All Night Long AC/DC Because We all Have those Nights
 Dirty Little Secret All American Rejects Because I have a few of those
Photograph Nickleback Because I feel like I can't reverse time and all I have are Photographs
My Give A Damn's Busted Jo Dee Messina Because I'm sick of Guys who Play me
Girls Just Wanna Have fun Cindi Lauper Because Girls Just wanna Have fun
Like a Virgin Madonna Because I'll try everything once, twice if i like it
Photograph Weezer Because, well, Just listen to the words
Don't Go Chasing Waterfalls (TLC) Because I spend to much time chasing things that don't mean as much to me as others
Back Flip Raven Because I'm always the one working in the relationship
I'm too Sexy Right Said Fred Because I'm Too Sexy, lol, ok, this is individual feeling lol
MORE TO COME... August 19 My List of Turn-OnsGuys with Nice Straight White Teeth
Guys with Great Hair (Shaggy, Afro, Highlighted)
Guys with Faded Jeans
Guys with Freckles on their shoulders
Guys with Good Bodys (Not asking you to be toned)
Guys wearing Brand-Named Shirts (Hollister, Abercrombie, AE, etc)
Guys with a Spontaneous/Wild Attitude
Guys with a Bad Boy Attitude
Guys that Call you Baby
Guys with Deep Voices
Guys without Uni-Brows
Guys without Mustaches/Mexistaches
Guys that Hold you Around the Waist
Guys that Know how to Dance
Guys that Totally Tempt you (Get so close to kissing you on the lips at the perfect moment, but right when they are so close to your lips, move to your cheek)
Guys that like to Bite
Guys that like to Argue and Be Aggressive (In a good way)
Guys that Dont do Drugs or Smoke
Tan Guys
Femme Guys (They drive me crazy with their Metro style)
**Joey fufills all of these qualities, Que Casualidad**
August 18 Guys, Guys, & CheerleadingWow, I feel so sexually down...Not that anyone needed to know! There are at least 6 guys right now that I want to hang out with so badly! Lol
 My life is boring besides for cheerleading, which I am working incredibly hard on improving my jumps! Press Day was super fun! Even though the Spankies were riding up my ass! I really am going to try to improve my body a lot this year. Really tone up. Best movie ever, Wedding Date, rate it a 10 outta 10! Maybe tahts why I want a man right now. I guess I just need to get plastic surgery lol, j/k, I have guys that I know and that, but I wouldnt say I exactly know them well enough. Sam is super hott (He's from Spencer)! I hardly know him yet, but His personality already rocks and I love his hair, and plus, OMG, he skateboards. Geoff and me are talking more, at this point we are just going to be friends, which is perfectly fine w/ me because I am not ready for feeling so frustrated because he lives in Florida. Hes totally hott tho, and I love him to death...40% Chance I'll end up marrying him, if we keep talking and everything goes fine. But you never know what life throws at you and I could end up spontaneously marrying somebody in Las Vegas, j/k! Me and Thomas are talking again, feels wierd, but he totally rox my sox, lol. Hopefully we'll develop a friendship, maybe more. Anyway, I'm out, its 1:13 and I'm done!Love ya lots,
Adios,
Kylie Carter August 09 Family ConnectedHey everyone! Long time since I've actually written in my blog! Well I'll update you on everything. We've made a sorority for Upward Bound, The Delta Delta Deltas, Aka-Tri-Delts! I'm sorority President, as we are planning a great bunch of activities. Its so fun. We just had a family reunion and I loved it. My 2nd Cousins were awesome! Gabriela & Andrea, I Love you! They are super cute. My 2nd Cousin Joe, I admire and envy him so much...Hes a stud. He parties all the time and we stayed up till 4 in the mornin' discussing guys, sex, drinking, partying, family, etc. He's just super awesome. He knows how to dress 2, What a plus! My other 2nd Cousin Andrew is frieken' awesome 2! He knows so much about wierd inventions, Hes an artist and you can see one of his pieces on
www.artbusiness.com/1open/ffri0505.html ...Hes only got one on there, but hes awesome! He's coming to visit for a week tommorow! He rocks! Then we got Laura, shes my 2nd cousin 2! Shes so gorgeous and I love her free spirit. Then of course Judy Hedges, Shes my Great Aunt! She used to sing opera before she had cancer. She performed at Carnegie Hall! I'm so proud of her, and she believes in me, about everything I do! We had a lot of fun and I actually felt depressed when everyone left. Today I got my cheerleading Uniform, Poms, & Warmups! So excited! The reality hit that school is starting soon and I still have to go shopping! I miss everyone at UB, You guys all Rocked! Hopefully I made the leadership committee! Ok, Well, I'm going to clean the car out, so Stay Cool Everyone & Get High on Life! P.S. - Geoff, Gangs are Gay, I really hope you were joking, cuz otherwise your just dumb!
Love Ya All,
Kylie Carter (Prez of Delta Delta Delta, Cheerleader, Sister, Cousin) July 23 Depressed and DownOk, this is sucking horribly. I feel that the world is so big and I can't do anything. I have cheerleading today, but Have been gone for the last 3 practices so frankly I don't know whats going on, and we have to do a clinic at the fair today. I totally wish I could drive legally. My friends all live like 15-30 mins away and I would love to go hang out today. Frankly life sucks. Jake was super tired last night when I called at the time HE told me to call, and wasnt really talking. So I told him I'd let him sleep and he said OK, wow, made me feel so crappy. I'm missing Geoff totally, our friendship is like diminishing and its all my fault. I still love him so much but I know that hes' lost that love for me. I wish I could just fly away right now because my life sucks. Its actually not as bad as I make it out to see, but of course, this weekend I want to go see Jake and he lives in Arnolds Park, and Last night, my friend Lance was going to take me to see him, but his parents said no...which sucks sincerely, and partly I'm thinking its a cop out by Jake. I think hes going to dump me for Taylor because the summer is over, but hey, I guess I deserved it. I miss Geoff and the relationship so badly right now. But I know now, that things are ruined and can't just be picked up and put back together, frankly because hes NEVER on anymore. It kinda sucks that my summer is gone now and I'm missing Upward Bound like no frieken' other. I wish I could go back now because I want all my friends back. I owe a big apology to Geoff, The Man I should have had a future with. And I want u to know I still love you so much, even if it isnt mutual anymore, still email me and call me! It means so much!
Ok Gonna Cry Sum More :'(,
Kylie July 17 JakeJust stressed cuz I won't be able to see Jake till Thursday! OMG, thats like a year, or it at least seems that way! Got sunburned, lol, Lobster Red! Losing weight, I've lost a total of 15 lbs this summer! So excited! Anyway, This UB week is gonna be super busy! Casino Night on Monday, Awards Banquet on Tuesday, and Then Wednesday we leave for the Big City Trip! Anyway, just an update! Jake has Wrestling Camp, thats why he wont be at UB Monday-Wed.
Love Ya'llz,
Kylie July 15 Jake, UB Problems & Geoff?Ok, Brent, Molly, and Rudy (T/C's) from UB had to resign today. Dave Simington might have to resign too! Sweet Jesus! I can't state the reason but personally I think its BS! I'm going to Miss them so much. On that note, I'm missing Jake! He has wrestling camp starting on Monday and he leaves sunday until Thursday! I cant wait to see him! I'm losing weight and I'm proud of myself. Cheerleading is going well besides the fact that Idk whats going on at the moment. Couldn't go to practice Thursday because I had Post tests in all my UB Classes. Bummer! Don't know whats going on with Geoff. Miss talking to him, but hey, I guess its prolly better that we don't talk tons. But yeah, Jake...got sum nice shoes! Lol Going to Burt tommorow with Josh and Keaton to see Brooke! Hopefully I wont be a lil 3rd wheel. Wouldn't want that to happen!
Love ya'llz!
Kat (Aka Barbie) lol...Nice! July 02 Everything is FineHey yall! Everything is going fine! Sorry I haven't been on here for a while! I have UB everyday during the week! I love Geoff with all my heart and thigns are going fine. Its getting a lil distant but things are working all together. At UB I got rated a 9 on looks, holy crap! Thanks Mom for the looks! I love Geoff and I plan to be with him for a while! So all guys who think they want a lil sum sum from this girl. You aint getting nothing! Back Away! Anyway! I just wanted to update since the last when it wasnt as good as an entry! I love you Geoff, your my reason for living. I think about you all the time (when my mind isnt blank). Your the first thing when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to bed! Oh Me and Brooke got our Navels pierced! I got top, she got bottom! I now have 2 piercings and she has 1! We are totally sisters now! Megans B'day is Monday! Happy birthday! This weekend Ima party w/ Geoff of course! Totally loving him, today hes a lil silent but its aight! Lol, Everyone Peace out!
Love,
Kylie  May 28 Daquiri Mixer Tonight!Tonight we are gonna have a totally awesome party @ my house. For a small group of the V.I.P. UB girls lol! I picked em...haha...everyone else hates me Kylie May 25 Sister's B-dayI'm feeling happy & reassured that this summer is gonna be fine! I can't wait for the Margarita Mixer on Saturday! Gotta call everyone and ask still! Geoff is gonna be gone Friday, so we couldnt have it then! So, happy! Finally heard the dream! SO FRIEKEN' Awesome! Maybe it'll happen someday! Anywayz...Distance sucks, but in the end to travel the distance will keep you together. Test your heart and find the love of your life! Anyway, not gonna read the poem, but its totally awesome, wrote it today in Math! Ok, gonna go now! Have a great day Everyone! LAST FULL DAY OF SCHOOL! Kylie |
! Lol! Anyway, we are gonna just go over the shirt Ideas and maybe have a bonfire...definately have a seance, and Probably talk to Geoff the whole night 
! Last night, I talked to my friends and told them all my feelings and now I feel so much bettter! Its not like they were all bad...Anywayz! Finally cleaned my room, and the dogs messed it up last night...lol j/k! Missing Geoff really bad cuz hes not on! Oh and update : Got Webcam! Come check me out! lol, not in that way~|
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